'Untitled 05' by Chuck Young
This one’s called, SOMETIMES THERE IS SOMETHING BUDDHIST IN THE AIR WHEN YOU’RE TRYING TO GET YOURSELF OFF
Mostly I think of mouths when I masturbate.
Sometimes just a supercut of mouths,
Some strange (from dream, from subconscious), some known.
Sometimes it’s one incorporeal mouth that I have real life knowledge of.
I think about fingerprints sometimes while masturbating,
Something about imprints
A metaphor, I suppose.
I guess I get myself off to metaphors.
Sometimes I’ll masturbate to non-specific memories.
Sometimes I’ll be blanketed by a comfortable nothing while I masturbate.
It feels pretty good.
If getting off is a tiny death like the French said
Then I guess there is also a tiny rebirth in there somewhere.
Being reborn feels really good.
Chuck Young is a failed musician living in his hometown. This is part of the, “This one’s called UNTITLED…” series.